February 2012
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I can't imagine what normal people do all day!! I...
41531) I was never bullied, no one has ever even...
confessionsabouteatingdisorders:
It was not the media, I never saw thin as the ideal, I just saw people at various weights who carried it well and were beautiful. There was no influence, there was only the obvious difference between me and everyone else. All my friends still had little kid bodies, and we WERE little kids, and then there I was, gaining weight and getting taller and getting boobs....
41505) Sometimes I wish that I could sit on a...
41510) Honestly, I don't care if I end up in a...
“People think depression is about being sad. They think it’s just when you ‘feel...”
– Anonymous (via brokken-dreams)
im going to starve until you love me.
monday: i'm tired i hate my life i want to die
tuesday: i'm tired i hate my life i want to die
wednesday: i'm tired i hate my life i want to die
thursday: i'm tired i hate my life i want to die
friday: i'm tired i hate my life i want to die
saturday: lol no school
sunday: i'm tired i hate my life i want to die
i hate school...
so i have to hand in a really important homework on tuesday which i had 2 month time for. i started writing about 4 hours ago :/ and i have almost finished half of it, thats actually not bad. i just wish my fear of school wasn’t this big, then i’d probably started weeks ago, insted of being stressed out for 2 month!! :( it’s one of the things that made my ed even worse!
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hungry :(
but I’ll stay strong!
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lost 4(!!!!)lbs in just 1 day...
so i started the 3-days-diet yesterday and today i had already lost 4lbs! I’m already in love with this diet! I strictly followed the meal plan, the only thing i changed was that i eat tofu instead of tuna (still disgustig!!) and i went for a 1 hour walk (i still have a cold so i didn’t want to exercise to much). let’s hope the weight loss continues this way :)
41498) Being afraid to die... only because you...
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41480) I read the submissions on here and see...
confessionsabouteatingdisorders:
I grew up in a great family who loves me and always did the best for me. My parents have always told me I’m beautiful and perfect, and my little sisters look up to me and say how much they love me. And yet I choose to make them miserable and worried anyways. I punish them. They don’t deserve this… but I don’t care. I’m so fucked up. I’m a horrible daughter and...
41482) I've been having gushing nose bleeds every...
I think my cold is finally getting better. i think i can start exercising again today :)
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starting 3-Days-Diet tomorrow, hope i actually works as well as it’s supposed to …
41456) Everytime my heart hurts, I know it's from...
confessionsabouteatingdisorders:
I’m afraid it will just stop all together but I can’t convince myself to stop these bad habits and get help. Instead I just say “Oh when you’re thin, you can stop throwing up and then get your heart fixed” but I know it’s a lie and that I’ll probably never break these habits unless I get help before I get thin.
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41403) I tried so hard to make myself throw up,...
happened to my a year ago :/
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Today I saw a girl on tv who has had cancer and...
41381) I want to kill myself but if I do they'll...
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